Richard,
When I started the post, I would certainly have carried on adding to it if there had been a reasonable amount of interest shown. It has now been viewed 174 times, and so far, only yourself has commented on it.
I am also aware that you have shown interest in my past post, and it has started quite interesting discussions between us.
Even the worst actors will not play to an almost empty theatre, and I am very well-aware that it is a flaw in my character that I cannot change!
So far, no-one has even asked what is the name of the tramp steamer. This has been the last forum that I have been active in for some time for the simple and repeated reason that there is little interest in my form of model shipbuilding on model "boat" forums."
I have been overwhelmed by the response to this model in my Facebook group, with many members showing their own work along the same lines, and entering lively discussions about the build, or their own builds.
My attitude is not confined to Model Boats. I stopped taking models to the local monthly model club several years ago for the same reason – they might as well have been invisible, so nowadays, I just pass a 10 by 8 inch photograph round. I thought I would try again last month, and took this one along. Not a single person went over and looked at it and no comments, good or bad, were made – it was as if it didn't exist. It is not an "inferiority" complex or anything like that, because it has since sold, and they cont8nue to be in great demand from collectors.
Collectors love them, but they do not build them, so I cannot have any discussions on building techniques with them.
Lack of communication in anything drives me mad. Last week, someone asked me for a dozen or more photographs that I had taken at sea for their veterans society. I stopped everything and spent all morning getting them together, and sent them off. I did not get a single word of thanks, or any acknowledgement that they had even arrived (via email). This is the case in 9 out of 10 enquiries. Seldom a word of thanks.
Again – I KNOW it is a flaw in my character, and it is getting worse, but there it is. I am now 78, and getting weary of it all.
Quote by Charles Clark Munn (1847 – 1917)
Life at best is but an enigma, and like children pursuing a "Will O' The Wisp,"so do we all pursue the illusive beacon light of a brighter and happier to-morrow – always hoping, never attaining, though striving ever until, wearied of the vain pursuit, at last we fall by the wayside and are forgotten.
Bob
PS – I am not suffering from depression – just fed up!